Alignment – The New Paradigm

… As an empath I’ve been aware of absorbing the physical, emotional and psychological responses of others. Because I feel these responses within my system, it’s easy for me to convince myself that they’re mine … and behave as if they are. That not only applies to pain, but also to pleasure … I was a channel for almost everything in the field around me … seldom to my advantage. Because of my own unresolved anger and resentment towards authorities, this fed into my rebel identity too conveniently. Over the years it made me the mouthpiece for the anger, resentment and victimhood of others many times. The pain of others fused with my own unresolved pain. That sustained a very unhealthy mind-set of superiority. … The new paradigm emerging that humankind is being invited to inhabit now might simply be described as alignment –… Read moreAlignment – The New Paradigm

Interference

… Recently I put out a newsletter that was less coherent than I would have liked. Several links in the text completely dropped off on sending. Additionally, my partner also lost some website edits on the same day. This was a bit irritating, but when we sat with it we could feel an energy of interference present. We also recognised that many people who support the current transition in human consciousness have similar experiences. Interference of this kind is easily written off as a temporary technical glitch. However, it’s suspicious when it appears to occur coherently or consistently. There are several, if not many “layers” to the psycho-energetic environment of this Earth reality. Awareness of this develops as we grow into ourselves consciously, and until we do it can seem an imagined nonsense. Collective conditioning supports that idea of imagined nonsense for the entire… Read moreInterference

THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

I remember my first “dark night of the soul”. And yes there has been more than one. They seem to be an intrinsic part of the personal transformation journey. But the first one was the most intense, perhaps because it was an experience that nothing could prepare me for. I was in complete mental and emotional melt-down. Everything I was familiar with in an everyday normal sense of things lost its significance. I could barely function. My mind was spinning. I didn’t know who I was, what I should do or what anything meant in the world. Of course, I was overstressed and burned out. And the everyday normal thing to do would have been go to my doctor and get some medication … so I could carry on fitting into my version of normality. THE SLOW DEATH … The trouble was my version… Read moreTHE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL

The Call to Unity

I was born a few short years after the end of World War 2, into a firmly established wartime consciousness that permeated my early childhood. I spent some of those years in the adventure playgrounds created by the Luftwaffe – the bomb-sites of North London. Since those days there have been several nuclear scares, along with military action in other parts of the world, but I’ve lived in the privileged war-free zone of North-Western Europe. The wartime consciousness I remember from my childhood has faded into a history that fewer and fewer people are alive to recall … but it feels like it’s back now. During times of war major controls are imposed on the civilian population. That’s generally accomplished by a manipulation of consent through insistent official narratives supported by the “news” media. And of course, any information that undermines the official story… Read moreThe Call to Unity

The Conspiracy of Conspiracy Stories

It’s been clear to me from a very early age that the way the world is just doesn’t add up. Everything I’ve been told about human civilisation, political ideologies and world governance only makes sense at a superficial level, which never has resonated with what I feel. But, like everyone else here, there was little to go on to help me find a deeper truth … and plenty of criticism and ridicule for making the attempt. So, although I maintained an interest, I mostly kept my thoughts and opinions to myself. I first became aware of much of the information called “conspiracy theory” over 30 years ago. There were few real surprises, as even back in the 1960s and 70s I was already aware through direct experience of the UFO phenomenon – and official strategies of denial and disinformation. So, I do acknowledge relevant… Read moreThe Conspiracy of Conspiracy Stories