Alignment – The New Paradigm

… As an empath I’ve been aware of absorbing the physical, emotional and psychological responses of others. Because I feel these responses within my system, it’s easy for me to convince myself that they’re mine … and behave as if they are. That not only applies to pain, but also to pleasure … I was a channel for almost everything in the field around me … seldom to my advantage. Because of my own unresolved anger and resentment towards authorities, this fed into my rebel identity too conveniently. Over the years it made me the mouthpiece for the anger, resentment and victimhood of others many times. The pain of others fused with my own unresolved pain. That sustained a very unhealthy mind-set of superiority. … The new paradigm emerging that humankind is being invited to inhabit now might simply be described as alignment –… Read moreAlignment – The New Paradigm

Interference

… Recently I put out a newsletter that was less coherent than I would have liked. Several links in the text completely dropped off on sending. Additionally, my partner also lost some website edits on the same day. This was a bit irritating, but when we sat with it we could feel an energy of interference present. We also recognised that many people who support the current transition in human consciousness have similar experiences. Interference of this kind is easily written off as a temporary technical glitch. However, it’s suspicious when it appears to occur coherently or consistently. There are several, if not many “layers” to the psycho-energetic environment of this Earth reality. Awareness of this develops as we grow into ourselves consciously, and until we do it can seem an imagined nonsense. Collective conditioning supports that idea of imagined nonsense for the entire… Read moreInterference

The Call of the Heart

The socio-economic system we live in promotes a delusional conception: that we can escape the system through the conventional attributes of material success. You know the programme … If we can make enough money to insulate ourselves from the misery of economic slavery in the regular social order, everything will be fine. This is actually supported by manifestation techniques and practices that are often presented as empowerment teachings and wisdom. Those practices promise access to the accoutrements of success within the system as a means to escape it. They indirectly feed the fear of being trapped by the system. This maintains a low existential frequency, which is why the system doesn’t shut them down. They’re bribes. It’s easy to convince ourselves that we’re aligned with the flow of the Universe when we manifest the success we crave. But this is not true … we’ve… Read moreThe Call of the Heart

Where are you from?

Even as a small child, I was weird. I knew I didn’t come from here. But I couldn’t string together any details about where I actually came from or how I got here. I felt lost and abandoned. I remember wondering how long I would have to stay, and feeling quite despondent when I learned people lived for an average of around seventy years. I knew there was so much more to my existence than I could access through the amnesia of incarnation. And I was really pissed off that none of the people around me [parents \ adults] could tell me anything that made sense of the mystery of being here. Everyone was focused on the superficial [and not so superficial] practicalities of survival. It wasn’t long before I lost myself in that too. But those deep existential questions never really disappeared. They… Read moreWhere are you from?

Call For Volunteers

So here we are, on this sticky planet … again. Although it may be the first time for some. It’s always a bit of a shock coming into Earth-human form, no matter how many times we’ve done it before. What are we here for? … What am I here for? … Those are the deeper questions under the chaos of trying to integrate into whatever culture we find ourselves living in. I notice those questions surfacing ever more frequently in these transition times. Many of us are becoming more sensitive to the multi-dimensional aspects of ourselves, with few points of reference to ground into adequately. We’re actually experiencing our reality through an expanding and transitioning consciousness, which asks us to own its mystery. The Universe is inviting us to reconfigure the parameters of our existence. So sitting in the  old reality is less and… Read moreCall For Volunteers

Space Holders for the Light

As a child … I used to wonder what people were thinking, to be as they were. It appeared to me that the adult world was completely disconnected from everything that I felt was true. Grown-ups were seriously switched off, as far as I could tell. Yet I couldn’t wait to be grown up because so much was forbidden to me, as a child. I was seduced by the idea that I could do whatever I wanted … when I wanted … without anyone telling me what to do. Then something strange happened. I went through that period between 12 and 21 when I knew everything … especially everything that was wrong with the world. Then suddenly I was “grown up”. I transformed into one of those disconnected people called grown-ups … I was seduced by the apparent pleasures that became available to me…. Read moreSpace Holders for the Light